I'm not going to say everything is perfect, but it's not bad right now. Of course I'm always pushing things, but for the most part, we've reached an equilibrium. I mean, I'm not insistent about being feminine all the time, and to be honest, I like reverting into man mode at times.
It's actually kind of weird. I'll be on the couch, wearing panties, a bra, and a nightie, watching sports and acting like a man in every way, besides the fact that I'm wearing women's clothing.
But of course there are problems. My wife is seriously afraid of someone finding out. I mean, my drawers are filled with panties, skirts and blouses. My closets are filled with dresses. All it would take is someone at a party getting nosey, but I doubt that would happen.
The biggest problem now is sex. Although I can masturbate several times a week in panties, getting together with my wife is becoming few and far between. I just...don't find that attraction anymore. It's moved from every couple of weeks, to once a month, to once every few months. She complains a lot, but I tell her that we could have a lot of sex if we incorporated dressing into our sex lives. My wife if firmly against this, so we have infrequent sex.
Sometimes I try to hold out and not masturbate (which is another problem) but it's hard to at times. I don't know if this is a normal thing that couples go through, or if this is a crossdressing thing.
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